Lilly prevents James from committing suicide

Rush : James. Can you hear me?

James : I hear you.

Rush : Hey... I wanna come around this corner... but I know you have a gun.

James : I'm not gonna hurt you.

Rush : I believe you... but you need to put the gun down. I'm gonna show you my gun, okay? Then you show yours. James?

James : Just don't ask me to give it to you.

Rush : Deal.

James : Say it again, will you?

Rush : Say what again?

James : My name. You always say my name.

Rush : James.

James : Sherry would never call me that.

Rush : No? What, then?

James : Hon... or baby... or darlin', mostly. Darlin'.

Rush : That's nice.

James : No, but, sometimes you wanna hear your name, you know, and she would never say it. I'd ask, but she said it make her feel awkward. Who I am made her feel awkward... Should've known back then, right?

Rush : No, she's... good, James. Clever.

James : I feel like I can really talk to you.

Rush : Keep that gun down.

James : Do you like talking to me?

Rush : Yeah. I do.

James : I did a bad thing.

(flashback)

Rush : Finish.

James : Huh?

Rush : You have to finish telling. You have to face it.

(flashback)

Rush : You didn't kill her. Sherry did.

James : No, it's still the same. I put her in the basement. I dumped her here... like potatoes. It's the same.

Rush : Worse... ... for you. In your mind, it's worse... ... because you let it happen. That's what's eaten you, what you didn't do.

James : (pressing the gun on his head)My God. Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God.

Rush : Don't. Suicide's not the way, James.

James : I'm executing myself. I deserve to die for what I did.

Rush : Look at me. James. Why'd you start this? Sherry left you, and for three years, no trouble, so why'd you call?

James : I wasn't getting over things the way you're supposed to.

Rush : You couldn't move on.

James : And it was just... the final straw last week.

Rush : What was? James... give me an answer. Give me an answer!

James : I was working down the road... With the movers. and I-I was, like, three doors down, so I figured, 'Let me come pay my respects', and the kid you know... he lets me come down here and-and-and look.

Rush : Look?

James : Look at this place. It's a party place... and, the kid was telling me all the things they do down here, and my grandma's underneath them the whole time under this cheesy bar... and I put her there! And I looked in this beer mirror... and I thought, I am a disgrace. I'm a disgrace.

Rush : (crying) James... You're not a disgrace. You have regret. You're facing that night.

James : Who says that counts for anything?

Rush : That's up to you... ... but it counts for me.